Day 1: Ten Things You Want To Say

i. To my Dearly Beloved

I love you.
I love you more than I love myself sometimes
It scares me how I feel about you
Why can't you love me back?

ii. Bitch

First
How dare you
It was never my fault
Dont you know
First rule of girl code?
Don't play with the fragile flame of someones love
Because you
Will
be
B u r n e d

iii. Beloved continued

Fuck you
Fuck you for breaking my heart and ruining me
I hope one day
You remember me
And fall in love all over again
So I can slam the door in your face
Like you did mine

iv. ?

I don't know if you're actually real
But if you are
Just know that no matter what he says
How much he says that he l o v e s you
Just know
He is a liar
He will break your heart
Get out before you become like me

v. Friends

Thank you for putting up with me
I know Im moody
And angry all the time
I love you all
Thank you for showing me love

vi. K

You are my absolute best friend
Even if we don't talk all the time

vii. Future Love

Please
Love me
I'm so incredibly b r o k e n
You are going to need to know how to sew
To make me whole again
But I will love you with every damaged piece of myself

viii. past

You are going to be okay
You're going to stop being sad
You are going to try that sport that you thought you were too fat to do
And you are going to fall so incredibly in love with it
And you're going to be so mad at yourself because you wasted all those years
Hating yourself when you could have been doing something you love
But it's going to be okay
Because now you have it and you love it
And you are going to be okay

ix.Present

I know its hard right now
I know you are tired
And I know you want to give up on everything
But I know you us
You are going to get everything you want, from Olympic gold
To a loving relationship
To a bright future
You are a chaotic wildfire
And you
Cannot
Be
put
out.

X. Future

Wherever you are
I hope you I are happy.